An Ocean Curse

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It’s one of those nights that I wish I could be in someone’s arms.

Maybe then I wouldn’t feel so horrible.

Maybe that would mean that someone actually cares about me and I won’t be alone forever.

God damn, I need to get a hold of myself.

I’m sick of being like this, but I also like it, don’t I? If I didn’t like this, I would just stop feeling like this. Right?



Just fuck.

I screwed part of my life over.

Just fuck all this shit.





Why can’t anyone love me?

Filed under feelings emotional depression lonely heartache fuck

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So it’s been awhile…


-Boyfriend dumped me recently, and I’m still trying to get over it.

-Had a relapse with cutting not too long ago. Might happen more often.

-Started taking my anti-depressants again.

-Been extremely depressed and prone to crying.

-Having awesome times with awesome people and feeling special.

-Going between hating life and loving life.

-Little sleep and not eating properly.

I’ll rant about certain things when I wouldn’t mind crying over them, but it’s late, and I want to fall asleep in a good mood.

Filed under breakups dumped depression cry life self-harm cutting